This silence this silence, its so unlike you.
Do you remember the first day we kissed? I do I do.

Like yesterday I remember today of 2013.
We lay wanting, scared. 20.

It had been a while of talk and tremors,
My immature ways and your careful measures.

Of giving me all of what I desired,
Without me asking, an undying love you inspired.

It's hard to believe you’re no longer there,
My guilt, my talents, my expectations they don't spare.

I target my organs one after another,
Hoping to kill them but I grow stronger.

I can’t bare this loss no more,
questioning, doubting, if I’m a whore.

Cause even though its in the confines,
Of what you told me to do if you re-sign.

It's another who’s imprinted over me.
Not what I want, just some-body.

In my chest I feel its wrong,
But it keeps me from singing a criminal song.

There are things I wish I knew,
But amongst this silence my immigration is due.