To go see photos she wanted,
I in my space sorted.
Didn't want to step out and be social,
Thoroughly satisfied being Erangles local.
What I did today or rather I didn't,
Is take a step back towards what I shouldn't.
Probably an outing with you would've helped,
But I feel okay now, even though I haven't been fed.
Shifting moods and wishes denied,
Isn't what I expect our relationship to subside.
I'm sorry for making your wish untrue,
It makes my heart go boohoo boohoo.
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Part 2:
If you want to see photos I'll take you for a trip,
Down memory lane, that's for what I'm equipped.
But making memories I deny nowadays,
How cruel, how sad, my isolation days.
Will I ever change or is this how my mother put it?
Wise words in a young me sounded lit.
“Once the tree is grown and the bark is hardened,
It will die if it is repositioned.”
Crooked as I maybe I'm pretty straight.
Your wishes will come true, I hope to hold that fate.