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I know not. I know not, I know not what you wanna make of me,
a case study of the male psyche, no less to you I have been.

lets put aside all the immature shityou do,
playin-hard-to-get and skeptisim-after-trust being the big two.

you were the one who started it. said you wanted pfps matching,
go on! say you don't now, break ties, kill the hopeful romantic within.

flashes of face and dashes of the jewish,
it's been a give n' take. I learn kosher; you linguistics.

you kill the fun and i know not why,
are you too lazy to give this a run-dry?

part of the reason this is still interestin,
is cause yo skepticism still somehow entertainin.

maybe it was the graaand reveal of your voice yesterday,
to eww me no less, so i think/try harder at bay.

you talk all whispers like everything you say is a secret. xD
i get it. you surrounded by people that treat you like a trinket.

anyway, livin alone is scary y'know,
cause i have no sense of time; only flow.

i like the warmth all the time. period.
sun makes me grow. and the moon delirious.

in these endeavors to sound auspicious and treat,
i dont think you realize the risk i run of defeat,

not that my ego could use being brought down a notch,
but i really wanna see what happens when i fully unlock.

the things i say, reassess or ignore is left to a future.
but i know when to doubt if I'm being played or sutured.

so why would I trust you with mine if your heart ain't vacant...
you still think of someone else, just like me but too pubescent.

yes yes ive spent my fair share of years as you know,
smokin, pukin, cursin sex drives and a lot moar.

but as time passed i did keep my word,
loved i did true, so... i. let. her. bird.

granted the ones you love hold power over you,
but after you part ways; you both clown. both foo...

so i know how pleasure turns to pain via telepathy,
and how ether and nicotine help soothe this soul-connectivity.

it is the way humans cope and always will be,
the rest can crime over passion, greed n' infidelity...

do you ever wonder why ppl fall for each other?
if its just intellect or smells they discover?

whatever you say i don't think you have faith,
in basmatibiryani and his mood to elate.

so imma file a legal complaint against you for my reason.
@goobly can you please take thisbitch behind bars for treason?

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