No sound, no fire,
No clout, no desire.

That's the tune your hearts set for me,
To dissolve and disappear into the sea.

To fleet, to float,
To never drown and be afloat.

Hoping to never break a silence,
A storm brews. In your name there will soon be violence.

Your absence has put me to a test,
Unable to eat well and digest.

Maybe this is the withdrawal one feels,
When one falls head over heels.

This is terrible, cause I remember loving you no less,
I still long for your nourishing caress.

Something I've been communicating,
But all in vain, cause for me no one's waiting.

So if I decide to say goodbye,
Don't flinch, don't sigh.

Just forget about me.
Like yesterday, today and tomorrow.
Because my love for you was just a lie, right?

Hurt me, help me feel,
Cause I can't help myself,
I don't want to die, for it I have no zeal.

Lay with yet another, and send me an update.
I'll throw myself off a building, before I feel numb again.

You may feel you're doing nothing to worsen my condition,
You forget how much you mean to me, how much it hurt your accusation.

Of loving you any lesser than everyday,
Of leaving you for some bitch astray.

Broken relationships aren't meant to be fixed,
So I'll look forward to your update and a high top ridge.

It's difficult to debate if I'm worth just throwing away,
After you treated me like a God, or wait, was I just your sexual clay?

To be used to fulfill your emotional needs,
And forgotten after the kms exceed?

No. No. You brought me food, gifts, moments of love and happiness,
THEN WHY WHY IS THERE FUCKING SILENCE!!?!?!

Maybe you just loved and moved on,
Like a person does, but I do not.

Kudos to your amputation,
Don't come to my funeral you fucking abomination.